The Vent Thread

[haley.]

the both of you need to knock it off.
it's painfully obvious who you're talking about, and even if it wasn't, i'd know anyway.
you are fighting... over the stupidest thing I've ever heard of.
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS
if you ask me, the both of you need to shut the hell up and actually TALK about the problem.
Because YOU are obviously making HER upset
And YOU are obviously making her IRRITATED

Seriously, this is such a stupid thing to be upset about you guys.
BOTH OF YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS
BUT YOU NEED TO AGREE TO DISAGREE AND TALK ABOUT IT

[✠Kim✝]

okay uhm yeah...
I'm... a little upset right now..
Well actually I've been upset all day.
I'm not really sure why..
Maybe it's because I have no one to talk to.
or maybe I still feel bad about my vent from yesterday...
probably both..
Plus the fact that Jade and Habu are meeting in real life.
Yeah.. I'm still jealous. I will always be jealous even after tomorrow.. and you can't change my emotions. I also feel something else about you guys but I don't really want to say it cause you won't understand.

And Jade, I can't say it to you if you aren't online.. sooo yeah.
But I hope you guys have fun. I really do.

Okay so as soon as my Haley Princess started to talk to me a lot again... one of my other friends (from DA) hasn't been talking to me to much.. and that is making me kind of upset.. EFFFFFFFFFFF

UHMMM... hmm.. WHY... WHY DO YOU GUYS EVEN LOVE ME? Seriously.. I feel like such an.. an annoying, stupid, lose,r faced.. bitch.

I might start to be less active.. probably not, but I might.
I'm so sorry you guys. |:C I really am.
I'm sorry for all my venting and all the 'emoness'. I don't want to be sad anymore so.. yeah just shut up and let me vent about it, so I can get it out of my system.

I really love you guys. Really.
Like I love you a lot.
I can't even express how much I love you guys.
|:c I guess you'll just never understand how much you guys mean to me.
And when you say "I love you" to me and I say "I love you more" I literally do love you more.
That's why when I say you guys are ignoring me or neglecting me.. what I really mean is that.. I just want you to ever forget about me. If you ever forgot about me.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO.

Afff... I wish I knew what was wrong with me. MAYBE I HAVE A SICKNESS OR SOMETHING. BUT I'LL NEVER KNOW CAUSE MY FUCKING STUPID FAMILY DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT THAT I'M ALWAYS DEPRESSED.


I feel like crying my eyes out. And I think I will.

//long stupid random vent is fucking finally over. |:c

[haley.]

WOULD YOU
JUST
DROP IT

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
JUST SHUT UP FOR FIVE FUCKING SECONDS

[✠Kim✝]

I just read some comments that really pissed me off.. LIKE A LOT
AND BTW I DON'T LIKE LIARS.
and fuck it's happening again :c I really don't want it to happen again, thing just started getting better..
and how many times did I say I hate being ignored? I THINK I SAID THAT A LOT. And I know your online. I'M NOT THAT STUPID.
Oh and stop obsessing about...

[haley.]

I hate how i only use this fucking website to vent now.
i want to spoil you
i want to express how much i love you
i want you to value me above everyone else
i want to be able to give you what you want and what you need
i want to be better then them, make you feel better than how they make you feel

i just don't know how

[habu]

WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING SAY WHAT YOU MEAN, DAMMIT? IF YOU WANT SOMETHING JUST FUCKING ASK.

STOP BEING SUCH A GOD DAMNED PUSSY.


FUCK YOU.

[✠Kim✝]

I hate my mom with a burning passion.
I have not told her I love her for weeks. And that is the truth.
I wouldn't care if she randomly dropped dead.
FUCK YOU MOM

[✠Kim✝]

S-stop it. Stop it. STOP IT!
STOP. Uffff!
She's mine.
MINE.

_{...I've becom obsessed with her..}
BUT WHY HER?!
WHYYY?!
WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH YOU... _Haley..
I wish I could tell you how much I love you.
Gaaaah!

[haley.]

OK so this really isn't a... vent. It's just a pet-peeve.
I love having RPs with you. I kind of missed them so... it's been nice talking to ritually again. I really like it.
But MAN.
...THAT'S SO HYPOCRITICAL.
I honestly think you say you don't like some things just so you can feel mature about it. WELL I DON'T LIKE THIS. and then it's WELL I DON'T LIKE THIS... BUT I DO WHEN BLAH BLAH BLAH
Yeah, I love you to death, but that kind of pisses me off. Like you WANT to like, but why is everything so die-hard with you?

[haley.]

me me me
me me me
ME ME ME
ME ME ME
ME ME ME
ME ME ME
FUCK

[✠Kim✝]

Fuck. I still can't believe I ever even suggested that.
I knew something would go wrong.
I knew that you would start to ignore me. Talk to me less. Talk to her more.
GOD.
This is all my fault.
I'm so stupid.
But.. the only reason why I suggested this is so I can get to talk to her more and get to know her more. But that never happened. We hardly ever talk. And when we do it's like... a short little thing. SO YEAH. I KNOW LIKE NOTHING ABOUT HER. And I love her so fucking much.
asdfjksd.
BLAH BLAH BLAH. >:C

^{FFFF. Why do such stupid things get me pissed off? I DON'T KNOW.}
And yes. I do vent a lot. So shut your face.

[haley.]

I love a lot of people.
I stay awake at tonight worrying over a select few of them, and they know whothey are.
I try and be very mature and nice about the little drama that goes on in my circle of friends. And sometimes I start it, but I always try and fix it.
I know I mean a lot to some people. And some people know they mean a lot to me.

But I'll have you know I go through inner hell worrying about them. We are friends. We make sacrifices for each other. That's the way it works. I may not be the most mature person in the world, but I'll have you know that you are the center of my world, and if you think you're not, then you really haven't been paying attention.

I only ask that you... not take this so far. You can say whatever you want, I won't mind, just know that... I have other people that I need to show my affection too.

I don't know how to say this the way I want to. I've always been totally flattered by my friends undying love for me, and I would never want to betray the trust that my friends and I have.

What bothers me is that you think I don't care. Which is virtually a slap in the face. It's taken me a long time to grow a backbone and speak up for myself at all, but please not that I pretty much put your before anyone else. Saying all of that PUBLICLY made me feel like I had ditched you completely. Like I was the bad guy, like I was such a fucking bitch.

That hurt, just so you know, and I'd appreciate if it didn't happen again.

[✠Kim✝]

_{I just don't know anymore.}
I. JUST. DON'T. KNOW.

[✠Kim✝]

OKAY WE KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST TIME.
Why.. WHY WOULD YOU EVEN TELL ME THAT.
YOU KNOW HOW JEALOUS I GOT LAST TIME.
And here I go again. Being all fucking depressed and my day was good so far but..
LIKE.. NOW MY WHOLE DAY IS RUINED.
THANKS ALLOT.

^{WHY THE HELL AM I SO FUCKING JEALOUS.}
Fuckfuckfuck.

[✠Kim✝]

I. WANT. TO. HAVE. EPIC. CONVERSATIONS. AGAIN. WITH. YOU.
YES JADE.
I SAID THIS ABOUT 500 TIMES.
THIS ISN'T AGAINST ANYONE IN ANYWAY AND IF YOU FEEL THAT IT IS, THEN I'M SORRY.
BUT EVER SINCE HABU GOT AN AIM WE HAVEN'T HAD LIKE ANY EPIC CONVERSATIONS, BUT INSTEAD YOU AND HABU HAVE A TON OF EPIC FILLED CONVERSATIONS. asfdadfdadsfadafs. AND YOU DON'T TALK TO ME AS MUCH ANDANDAND I ALSO NOTICED.. WHEN HABU IS ONLINE YOU DON'T TALK TO ME ALLOT BUUUUT WHEN SHE'S OFFLINE YOU TALK TO ME. FFFFFFFFF.
*shotshotshot*
AND HABU. :C I WANT TO HAVE AN EPIC CONVERSATION WITH YOU TOO.

OTL
HDFHSJHFGSHFKDGSCS BTW CAPS.