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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Oct 9, 2009 20:33:51 GMT -5
Yeah I write here to much and I KNOW it's annoying but I don't give a fuck..
Anyway..
Do you ever feel left out? Forgotten? Ignored? That's how I feel
Do you ever feel like a friendship you have with someone is slowly slipping away because they had found someone better than you?
And you think they secretly hate you but wont admit it?!
Well that's what I think is happening with someone..
OH and also I think this person gets way too much fucking attention.. and I feel like they're stealing the tiny amount of attention that I had..
I'm sorry.
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Post by habu on Oct 10, 2009 20:59:30 GMT -5
Oh god, please. Stop beating yourself down. You are so wonderful I can't even express it and I want to CRY because you have so low an opinion of yourself. You're talented sweet, and you understand me, and please, PLEASE understand how perfect and irreplaceable you are.
I just want to take you by the shoulders and look you straight in the eye and tell you that you had better stop beating yourself down.
But you can't even let me do that.
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Oct 12, 2009 14:37:29 GMT -5
I love you and I want you to know..
When I read some of the things you write, it makes me want to cry my eyes out.
I can't imagine how much pain your heart holds.. and it breaks.. my heart.
I wish there was some way I could express all the love I have for you.
I wish you knew how much I love you.
Even though we don't know each other in real life, distance doesn't matter.. I love you with all my heart.
I just wish I could bring her back.. so you would be fully happy again.
I want to help.
But I know..
I can't do anything.
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Post by haley. on Oct 14, 2009 21:23:00 GMT -5
i take that back
bye seems way, way too fucking final |
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Post by habu on Oct 16, 2009 18:34:24 GMT -5
Why would you even....why would you even do that? I've been looking forward to this for almost six months....and you made it seem so happy and wonderful....don't get me wrong, it was beautiful...but why, WHY, did you have to make it so sad? I don't need any more sadness in my life. If you're going to make a film the way that is, don't falsely advertise.
I feel like a useless piece of crap. All my friends have these big issues, and here I am, fine because I'm lucky, and I just don't deserve it.
*sigh*
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Oct 17, 2009 1:15:04 GMT -5
Don't read this..
Seriously... you don't have to read this. It's stupid.
I like comments.
I REALLY LIKE COMMENTS.
Just a small comment just saying "Hi" gets me.. happy..and if I comment on your page..
I expect a reply.
I feel so lonely. No wait.. I am lonely.
I'VE ISOLATED MYSELF IN MY ROOM SINCE THE FIGHT I HAD WITH MY MOM
the only time I come out is for school, the bathroom and food.
No one understands what I'm going through right now.
I might act happy, but thats because i'm hiding my real feelings
I just want to feel loved.
FFFFF WHATEVER.
I'm annoying, I KNOW. So shuddup.
adsfsdafadsfdfadf
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Post by haley. on Oct 19, 2009 18:53:54 GMT -5
really?
don't i give you fucking everything?
i'm so tired of being such a goddamn pushover
to everyone i know |
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Post by habu on Oct 19, 2009 20:48:48 GMT -5
I want to say it. Why can't I say it? I asked once before. Why is it so different now? Why, why, WHY can't I just SAY IT!
DAMMIT! Why do I have to be such a coward. All the little stupid things make themselves big and important in my head, and the real issues I SHOULD care about get shoved aside.
Why, Dammit, WHY?
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Post by haley. on Oct 20, 2009 20:48:37 GMT -5
i feel so bad about this
i think you're a really good friend
and i really do love you
i really, really do
but i think that one big reason i do
is because you remind me so much
of her |
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Post by habu on Oct 24, 2009 11:35:53 GMT -5
I'd like to say that I like you.
I really would.
But you're a mother fucking HYPOCRITE. You bitch and moan about how you don't NEED this popularity and how everyone makes you out to be, yet when I stopped commenting on the art that didn't interest me, you come onto my page and EXPLODE. Oh, and how the hell is that fair, considering you NEVER comment on ANY of my stuff, and never have. The only things you DO comment on is the stuff YOU'RE involved with.
How the hell is that NOT egotistical?
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Oct 24, 2009 13:00:08 GMT -5
OH LAWDY LAWD GRANDMA.
Will you please leave me alone?!
Stop yelling at me!!!
BLAAARG.
I'm finally in a good mood again.
I DON'T NEED YOU TO PUT ME BACK INTO A BAD MOOD.
And just because your going somewhere today, doesn't mean you have to take your stress out on ME.
>:I
My family is so out of control and abusive and annoying and I JUST DON'T WANNA LIVE HERE ANYMORE. AFAFAFAF.
>:C
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Okay, so I have been obsessed with someone from an anime/manga whatever and I've been holding it in soooo long but..
I just don't wanna say who he is or what he's from because..
I'm afraid someone will get mad at me.
Afufufu..
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Post by habu on Oct 25, 2009 13:42:16 GMT -5
Why?
How is it you can make time to doodle stupid dinosaurs with people I probably don't even know, yet for me.....I haven't seen you in over a YEAR. You are MORE than just my BEST FRIEND. You're part of my soul, my sister. I need to see you more. Can't you make just a bit more of an effort? Please, PLEASE.
If you're really my best friend, if you really care for me as a sister, then you're hurting yourself just as badly as you're hurting me.
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Post by habu on Oct 26, 2009 15:08:01 GMT -5
I can't do it. I can't do it. I don't KNOW, OK? I don't know what to write. How is it MY fault that my stupid professor treats us like we're in college.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND, AND I WILL NOT UNDERSTAND, NO MATTER HOW YOU EXPLAIN IT BECAUSE IT'S STILL SHIT THAT'S TOO ADVANCED FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING CLASS.
I'm going to fail. I'm going to fail. I'm going to FAIL.
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Oct 28, 2009 17:36:51 GMT -5
THANK YOU JILLIAN
THANK YOU FOR LOWERING MY SPIRIT.
You know... I'M NOT A FUCKING SOUP CAN.
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO LABEL ME
I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND.
AND THEN YOU TRY TO APOLOGIZE TO ME, MEANWHILE YOU KNOW I
HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE CALL ME EMO.
CAUSE I'M NOT FUCKING EMO.
GOD.
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MIA YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO CALL KELLY WEIRD OR GOTH OR EMO.
JUST BECAUSE SHE DRESSES IN BLACK AND DARK CLOTHING EVERY
DAY DOESN'T MAKE HER WEIRD.
ACTUALLY YOU ARE THE WEIRD ONE.
YOUR ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THIS FUCKING UGLY GUY NO ONE BUT
YOU GIVES A SHIT ABOUT.
AND PEOPLE ALWAYS TELL YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP.
BUT NO.
YOU DON'T.
YOU JUST KEEP ON TALKING ABOUT HIM.
FUCK YOU, YOU SLUTTY FUCKING BITCH.
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Post by habu on Oct 31, 2009 12:23:38 GMT -5
....I'M SO SICK OF BEING SICK. FUCK IT ALL, I WANT TO GET BETTER....
I DON'T WANNA FUCKING FFFFF I wanna be here talking to YOU GUYS cuz you're the only people on my FUCKING WAVELENGTH.
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