The Vent Thread

[✠Kim✝]

Uh.
Woah now.
I read that wrong.
Just. Woah. What the hell.
I'm such a freak. What is wrong with me, I do not know. I.. I am such a horrible person. I cause so many problems. My obsession I just.. I don't know anymore. But I do know I am going insane as I type this.
I need help.
I'm sick of people venting about me. It hurts.
And Haley, it always seems like you think my vents are about you, but they're not. You have no idea what you really mean to me.
I shouldn't even be here.. maybe leave for awhile.
I don't know, I'm completely sorry. But.. I know no one will forgive me.
i want to leave. but i dont want to leave and i made a promise that i wouldn't leave. and like i said. I don't break promises...

[habu]

^{In the end, please let this be something that can be solved with pills.}

[✠Kim✝]

Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
YOU MOTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH
I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF YOU SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN I WILL RAP MY HANDS AROUND YOUR FUCKING NECK AND STRANGLE YOU UNTIL YOU SAY THAT WASN'T TRUE.

[haley.]

T A C T
GO FIND SOME, PLEASE.

People are always going to react to what you say. THAT IS LIFE. PUTTING UP WITH PEOPLE'S BULLSHIT. You don't need to take your PISSY MOOD out on me WHEN I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP YOU.

Yes, I know I should do something about her. What do you want me to do? Tell her to leave me alone and make her miserable? That'll make me feel dandy.

Way to take your issues out on the people who care about you.

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OK, I made you upset, and you made me upset. Don't pull that card out on me. Relationships have to go BOTH WAYS. You have to know how to make the other person happy, and a good relationship is when them being happy makes you happy. That's love. When I tell you I love you like I do all the time, that's what I'm doing.

I'm not the post patient person in the world, and I get jealous and upset over stupid shit, but have I ever, ever tried to make you feel bad to get my point across? Have I ever taken my mood out on you? I don't even let you know how miserable I am! BECAUSE FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT.

NO I DO WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS DO NOT ASK ME, DO NOT NOTE ME I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS

IF I DON'T COME UP TO YOU WITH MY PROBLEMS, I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THEM

I

AM

FUCKING

SORRY

[✠Kim✝]

I'm sick of this bullshit. Can't we go a day without fighting? I mean really everyone, now it just seems like we all want attention. That's what everyone is starting to think. Just drop it. Everyone - Including me. Do you guys like fighting? 'Cause I sure as hell don't and I'm sick of it. Everyday it's something new! JUST STOP. Every one is getting mad about the stupidest little things. Everyone is thinking something another says is about them. Okay, think back to like... a month or two ago. Were we fighting like this? No, I think not. We were all getting along weren't we? So, what happened? Why, out of nowhere did everyone start fighting? Can we try to end this fucking nonsense, please? It may not be easy, but it wouldn't hurt to just try.

[✠Kim✝]

Everyone knows that I hate feel ignored and neglected.
It's a fear of mine and it hurts to have to face it all the time.
No matter how many times I get/feel neglected or ignored, it's still going to hurt.
This. Is. NOT. Fair.
Everyone and I mean EVERYONE does this to me.
_{Stop it...}
NO LIKE SERIOUSLY STOP IGNORING ME
I AM PISSED OFF
YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH IT ACTUALLY HURTS ME
AND I THOUGHT TODAY WAS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY |:c
FUCK

[haley.]

maybe i should find new friends

or maybe i just over-think things.

[haley.]

I wish you would stop with your 'holier-than-thou' attitude.
Why don't you just be yourself?
WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH BEING YOURSELF?
I'm sick of listening to you why you don't act like you should! I know you have problems, la la la, but this needs to stop.

You're never going to go anywhere like this.

...

There I go again, like being mature is the most important thing ever.
My new years resolution is to fucking accept myself for my flaws and all.

Why am I wasting my time whining about this when I should be writing?

[haley.]

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I HATE WHO I AM, OK!?!?

I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR... FOR MYSELF, LET ALONE THE PEOPLE I LOVE

JUST... EVERYTHING ABOUT ME INFURIATES ME AND....
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[✠Kim✝]

Why can't I do anything right?

[✠Kim✝]

_WHY
ARE
YOU
SO
RUDE!?

[__molii ★]

JESUS

FUCKING

CHRIST

WHY DO YOU PUSH ME OFF?!
I'M JUST FUCKING TRYING TO MOLD IN
I'M JUST FUCKING TRYING TO BE FRIENDLY

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IGNORE ME, GODFUCKINGDAMN

AND ALSO, MY CHARACTER IS NOT A FUCKING MARY-SUE
DON'T PRETEND I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT

FUCKING DICKHEADS.

[habu]

<sup>OK, I fucking hate incest. I'm sorry, but I do. So god damned much. I mean, what we have with our siblings, if you have any is precious. I mean, why the hell would you change the relationship you already have for anything else? That point aside, real, non sickly-perverted siblings will either be on loving, sisterly or brotherly terms, or will fight each other constantly.
There really isn't much of a middle ground.
AND EXCUSE ME, I just find it gross. And don't go saying, "Oh, what about that FrandedxHabland pic you posted?" FUCK YOU, they aren't fucking siblings or cousins. Jade is not my daughter or wife, or whatever the hell you want to call it, don't fucking take that seriously, she's my best friend so it's not INCESTIOUS.
FUCK FUCK FUCK BROTHERLY LOVE IS SO CUTE WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WANT TO MAKE IT SEXUAL?
I know you guys hate me now, so I might as well strike while the iron is hot,
I
HATE
USUK
FUCK YOU, ENGLAND IS AMERICA'S DAD.

FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.
I hate bitching about pairings, I seriously do. I would never go out of my way to comment on somebody's pic just to say that their pairing sucks. I mean, just cuz I don't like something does NOT mean it sucks. Obviously, the hundreds of fanarts contradict this.

Okay, Okay, I KNOW that technically most Hetalia "siblings" are not actual "siblings," but I just don't give two shits.

FUCK.

Ok, sorry. I was about to overflow and I just had to.</sup>

[haley.]

So, it's 2010.
You told me once, since he met the second day of 09, that we could spend the next new year together.

...
I don't think I'll ever get over it. This was such a punch in the face. It might be how Jade feels about Tsu. I still can't believe it.

I want to stop thinking about you. I want to stop typing and saying your thinking name, even if I've built it all around me.

But at the same time, I want to ask you...

...I want to ask you why'd you this to me.

WHY?
SERIOUSLY?
AFTER THE... AFTER THE DEVOTION AND LOVE AND GAVE TO YOU... I GET THIS IN RETURN?

BAILEY, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?
WHERE DID I FUCK UP?

ENJOY YOUR FUCKING YEARS TO COME WITHOUT ME, YOU BACKSTABBING, SELF-AGGRANDIZING, TWO-FACED

FUCKING

BITCH

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[✠Kim✝]

I was umm..
I was really waiting for that gift
That I um.. never got.
Even though it was
..a promise..

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Excuse me but please shut up. You don't understand how annoying this obsession of yours is. It's like.. everything you do relates to it, and even almost everything you draw. You tell me(us?) about things in your life that involve it and sometimes they sound like big fat lies. I don't know if I should believe they are true. Will you please just shut up, already? Please?! Good god.