The Vent Thread

[__molii ★]

SUCK MY NON-EXISTENT DICK, BIOLOGY

[habu]

<sup>Please don't hate me. If I did something wrong, I'm sorry. Really, i am. Please don't hate me.

Please. Please. Please.


Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.</sup>

[haley.]

when i said good morning
i was lying.
i was truly thinking of
how i might quick waking up.

[✠Kim✝]

Hmm.
I noticed something.
Okay, so you'll make a picture/poll/journal or whatever, and people will comment on it. Of course. But what I see is that you will reply to some people right away and others like HOURS later or you might not reply to them at all. And also, you have different reactions. Like when you talk to me, you act all SERIOUS, and when you talk to _[insert whoever here]_ your like all happy and spazzy or whatever. I don't know why it pisses me off so much, but it does. Especially when you act all serious with me. I'm not really a serious person if you haven't noticed. So.. it's annoying. Don't do it. UNLESS, I'm also being serious. >_>

[haley.]

Sigh.
Look.
I have my reasons for the stuff I do, OK?

[habu]

^{I'm so sick of being weakdisgustingfearfuldepressedunloved me.}

[✠Kim✝]

I don't understand you. WHY ARE YOU SO HAPPY WHEN YOU TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE. THEN YOU TALK TO ME AND YOUR ALL FUCKING SAD OR EMOTIONAL OR SERIOUS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. It's not fair to me AT ALL. As you can see, IT PUTS ME INTO A HORRIBLE MOOD. Why do you always do this to me? WHY CAN'T YOU TREAT ME THE SAME WAY YOU TREAT THEM? I've known you almost as long as them. EVEN LONGER THEN SOME OF THEM. What is the problem? WHY DO YOU TREAT ME.. DIFFERENTLY?

[✠Kim✝]

Uh. Now I feel guilty as hell. orz

[✠Kim✝]

Oh look I'm venting again If you have a problem with it then fuck you.
Anyways.
Er... why don't we talk anymore? Are you trying to avoid me? Do you secretly hate me? I always try talking to you. Like ALWAYS.. and you just don't reply or our conversation is like.. nothing. When we are talking you'll just sign off. Without saying bye.. it makes me think that your trying to tell me you hate me.. without directly telling me. I bet you wont even read this. Or you'll read it and just ignore it because it's kind of obvious that I'm talking about you.
Whatever.

[habu]

^{Maybe we just don't connect. Whatever. I've known Jade for way longer than you, and I'm sorry if this will sound cruel, but she understands me WAY better. It's not like I talk to anyone else - Haley, Molii - on AIM. Honestly? I only talk to Jade. And we don't even talk that much. You're not missing out. I'm seriously not that great. And if you want my honest opinion, then, Yes, you are overreacting.}

[✠Kim✝]

That. That really hurt me. You'll never understand how much that actually hurts.
Maybe we shouldn't talk for awhile..
^{I don't know.}

[haley.]

I don't know why I bother.
I don't know why I haven't moved on. But no. Instead of moving on, I am just now realizing how much really love her.
Maybe I'm just a masochistic fuck.

You have no idea how incomplete you can feel when you can't talk to the person you love more than anything in the entire world.
and her facebook pictures are so beautiful. I wanted to give her a christmas present.

Ah...

[✠Kim✝]

_{It would be fantastic if she came back. You would be so happy. So complete.
But it makes me wonder.. if she does come back.. will you forget about me..?}

[haley.]

Fuck you and you you and you you and you you and you you and you you and you..

...And Fuck You.

[✠Kim✝]

As soon as I am happy.. something bad always happens.