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Post by haley. on Jun 10, 2010 15:25:38 GMT -5
NO please
please don't leave me. it was so nice to have someone understand me. it was so nice to be able to know what was wrong with you when no one else knew, it was so nice to have something be wrong with me and have you know what it was when I didn't.
i hate making new friends. especially at school. now i feel like i have NO reason to even go back because Holii, you were seriously the ONLY person who understood me at my worst.
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dizz ✖
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pretty awesome muscles, huh?
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Post by dizz ✖ on Jun 14, 2010 14:19:40 GMT -5
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Jun 16, 2010 21:48:53 GMT -5
You make me so fucking confused.
I don't know what to think or who to believe or.. or anything.
u_u
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Post by haley. on Jun 17, 2010 17:03:44 GMT -5
Hmm, you know what I hate?
EVERYTHING. NO, SERIOUSLY. I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING.
and yeah, i could list what i hate. but no. just rest assured that i HATE everything i could ever list.
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Post by haley. on Jun 18, 2010 11:24:45 GMT -5
...Wait a second. Let's look at this from my perspective. You, my good man, are a 66 year old man who let's my sister climb out of her bed and sneak downstairs every single night. You don't lock your door, you don't tell her to stay out, you let it happen. Ergo, yes, it is YOUR FAULT she is like this. It is YOUR FAULT Lexi cries when she doesn't get what she wants, because YOU always give it to her, and if you don't right off the bat, a little whining and begging always makes you give in. And then there is my sister, who thinks of you as her patron saint, of the man to go to when nobody else is giving her her way. Respect? Discipline? Because of you, these words have no meaning.
And now you're setting her down, hell-bent on teaching her math she's not even ready for? So she'll be 'ready for next year'? Uh, Summer Vacation JUST started. Like, JUST. Started. Like, today is her FIRST DAY of Summer Vacation. YEAH, she snuck upstairs to get away from you, because she didn't think you were really serious. She thought you just got into one of your fucking moods where you like everyone to know you are 'in control,' meaning that you have the ability to force a little girl to tears. Congrats. And then you start preaching about how hateful and deceitful my sister is? Yeah, she is hateful deceitful, but when in the past have you EVER cared about this?
GOD YOU JUST PISS ME OFF SO FUCKING MUCH YOU CROTCHETY OLD MAN WHY THE FUCK SHOULD ANYONE RESPECT YOU WHEN ONE, YOU DON'T MAKE THEM UNLESS YOU'RE ONE OF YOUR MOODS, AND TWO, YOU DON'T RESPECT US FUCK YOU
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Post by haley. on Jun 20, 2010 18:01:05 GMT -5
you know sometimes i just start to think that you are the most STUBBORN, HARD-HEADED, SELF-CENTERED girl i have ever seen.
you LIE, SKIP TO CONCLUSIONS, AND ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF constantly.
and it is a WONDER how you make it seem like you do things 'for my sake' sometimes.
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Jun 25, 2010 17:31:19 GMT -5
I REALLY NEED TO STOP LOOKING THROUGH THIS PERSONS GALLERY AND WORRYING ABOUT SOMETHING it's killing me. they're always gonna be better than me no matter how hard i try. I wish they would just GO AWAY.
AAAAAAAAA why does this make me so upset? GDXFDXGFHCGDFGYDIGU
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Post by habu on Jun 26, 2010 23:57:30 GMT -5
I'll never... I'll never get recognized for the stuff I do. I'll never have that talent. I will never be able to have the kind of ability to draw the things I visualize. I can never be as great an artist as many of these people even though I work so hard. I want to draw. I will keep drawing. And writing. But what's the point? To leave my mark on the world? Who's going to see it? I should be better at drawing. I saw a girl who's sixteen too, she's a fucking prodigy. Oh god, there's always going to be someone better, I KNOW that.
But...I can't say that knowledge doesn't sting a lot.
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Post by habu on Jun 30, 2010 15:09:28 GMT -5
No mom, I will not go to therapy. Get the FUCK OUT OF MINE and FOCUS ON YOUR OWN, you FUCKING IDIOT. Yes, mom, you ARE stupid. I feel my IQ dropping whenever I'm NEAR YOU.
And dad? STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING. I can understand you're stressed, but stop telling me EVERYTHING. The only reason you think you can is that you don't think I'll blow up in your face when you don't SHUT UP, but I am seriously THIS FUCKING CLOSE.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARUUGHGH
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Post by haley. on Jul 3, 2010 14:05:33 GMT -5
i was wondering why it felt so nice this past month.
Please... no one ask me about this. just, pretend i didn't vent. i just wanted to get it off my chest.
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Post by habu on Jul 4, 2010 16:59:09 GMT -5
Haters gonna Hate.
why am I so god damned sensitive?
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Post by haley. on Jul 5, 2010 13:26:48 GMT -5
YOU GUYS ARE INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLES i'm trying to help but you never give me anything to WORK WITH. you're so self-enamored and it's so difficult for me to move around that. and why do you make me feel like shit than start spewing pretty things right after?
PICK A PERSONALITY, STICK WITH IT I'M NOT BUILT FOR THIS UP AND DOWN SHIT.
is my art not good enough? is that why you don't look at it unless it's directed solely to you? do you have any idea how FRAGILE my self-esteem is? or do you just not care?
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Post by ✠Kim✝ on Jul 9, 2010 2:29:26 GMT -5
I can't say this to your face because you'd say shit about me..but Kelly, WHO ARE YOU. You aren't yourself. You changed. You turned into.. one of them. You know.. those people who you said were slutty bitch's about two weeks ago. You even changed the genre of music you like. I can't ask a question without you getting mad. I'm not sure if I wanna be friends anymore. And please, shut up about your boyfriend.
....I think I need better friends.
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That feeling is back. Thanks.
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Post by haley. on Jul 10, 2010 19:47:26 GMT -5
I Hate You. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
No, I don't. I SHOULD But some for reason, I don't. I really, really, really should.
you are either stupid or the cruelest person i've ever met.
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Post by habu on Jul 13, 2010 22:30:58 GMT -5
Hey, Dad?
Why don't you try doing this for once.
Instead of being a pathetic - that's right, fucking pathetic - douchebag who tries to get what he wants by taking away privileges like I'm a god-damned four-year-old, why don't you give, I dunno, not being a fucktard a chance? Instead of letting me get to you when I'm a bitch, why don't you simply leave me alone?
It's seriously not that hard to figure out.
I mean, do you want to get into a fight with me? Cuz I can't see any other reason - other than you being mentally ill - for you hanging around me when I'm "like this."
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