The Vent Thread

[✠Kim✝]

Dear Mrs. Trudnak,
YOU ARE A TERRIBLE TEACHER. I CAN'T GET MY WORK DONE BECAUSE YOU DON'T SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. AND WHEN I'M ABSENT YOU GIVE ME LIKE FIVE SECONDS TO WORK ON WHAT I HAVE TO DO. AND I DON'T WANT IT TO COME OUT CRAPPY BECAUSE THEN YOU'LL TAKE AWAY HALF MY GRADE. THEN IF I DON'T FINISH I HAVE TO MAKE TIME TO DO IT? LIKE COME TO SCHOOL EARLY OR STAY AFTER. NUH UH. Screw you, you fucking bitch. I hope you die a long, slow, painful death.
NO ONE LIKES YOU. ALL THE STUDENTS TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH YOU SUCK.

xxx

._. W-we're trading tech teachers? B-but Mr. G is my favorite teacher. HE WEARS A GAS MASK ALL THE TIME I MEAN THAT'S PRETTY AWESOME. AND HE ALWAYS PLAYS THE BEATLES. AND EVERYONE COMPLAINS WHILE I SIT THERE TELLING HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE THE BEATLES. AND HE LIKES AVENGED SEVENFOLD. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME. I never met a teacher who shared the same music interest as me. DID I MENTION HE ALWAYS SAYS AWESOME. 'Cause he does. ;A;

xxx

I don't know why you're doing that. OHMYGOD.
I told you how that made me feel.
Please stop it.

[habu]

I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what I am about to say, but I HAVE TO, OK?

I liked Spaimano a bit when I first liked Hetalia. A bit. Never "LIKE" liked it, though.

And I have to say it or I swear to god I will scream.

IF I SEE ONE MORE FUCKING SPAIMANO PICTURE I AM GOING TO PUKE.

<sup>It's NOT an original pairing. I find it obnoxious. Tsundere tends to drive me crazy when it's done in liberal amounts. For some reason I wouldn't mind it as much if Romano were the seme. Why? Because tsunderes IN REALITY are boys. THINK ABOUT IT. TSUNDERE WAS INVENTED BY KINDERGARTEN BOYS. THOSE BOYS TUGGING ON YOUR PIGTAILS. Oh and me cuz I did that once but only cuz I wanted long hair. ANYWAY. I can't think of Spain as a seme because he gushes about cute things like a spoiled American sixteen-year-old GIRL. I know you guys love this pairing, I know, I fucking do, but I hate it SO, SO, SO FUCKING MUCH. ROMANO, I KIND OF HATE YOU TOO. YOU SUCK. YOU ARE NOT CUTE, YOU ARE OBNOXIOUS AND I WANT TO KICK YOU IN THE NUTS SO HARD THAT FELICIANO WILL HAVE A SISTER. SPAIN DESERVES SOMEONE WHO WILL RECIPROCATE HIS FEELINGS.
I mean, I think that Romano is actually a game to Spain. I don't think he really knows that Romano cares about him. It's the same principle as a cat climbing into your lap because you're the one who doesn't want to have the cat in your lap, so the cat does it just to fuck with you.
AND PEOPLE WHO SOMEHOW FIND AFFECTION OUT OF THIS SEEM TO ME TO BE FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD. I MEAN, if this was in real life, and Romano acted like a dick to Spain to hide his real feelings, Spain, who is, in fact, a RETARD, would not get the damn message and be turned off by him.
THINGS DON'T WORK THAT WAY. That's why I like pairings that I can actually see happen, pairings that are INTERESTING IN THE LEAST, not the same basic principle throughout. PAIRINGS THAT HAVE DEPTH, WHICH SPAIMANO DOES NOT

God why the fuck and I getting so worked up over fucking characters. GOD.
AND WHAT IS UP WITH THESE HOT-FLASHES. AM I HAVING MENOPAUSE OR SOMETHING? FUCKING GREAT.</sup>

[__molii ★]

TL;DR

good for you.

[haley.]

yes
because apparently
FANDOM IS SUCH A BIG DEAL

x x x

I haven't talked to you in months, I don't know if anyone else has even heard from you in a while either. Are you OK? Seriously? If you don't wanna tell ME you're alive, at least tell someone else.

x x x

I cannot STAND PruSpa, BTW. I really, really hate it. I don't think they mesh. I don't have any pairing pictures for that pairing, because I don't like it. I like Prussia/Canada because Gilbert has a penchant for cute things and he totally has a soft spot somewhere deep down in him and he needs to find someone to get all this love out to. And I like Spain/Romano because those guys have a history. Sure, Romano's a tsundere, lots of characters in hetalia are, ENGLAND is a fucking Tsundere. Can you think of any other characters that really interact with Romano that much? HE HAS LIKE, UH, NOBODY. He kind of needs the attention. And Spain loves giving what he deems cute attention.

But the thing is, NOBODY CARES ABOUT WHAT I JUST SAID. You know, the paragraph RIGHT ABOVE THIS ONE? It's my OPINION on PAIRINGS. Nobody wants to read about why I ship this or why I dislike that. And I don't expect anyone to.

I just kinda want to know why you would openly insult and write A HUGE PARAGRAPH on why you don't like something, when you know so many of us like it.

I haven't vented about hating PruSpa, or Cuba/Canada, or NorIce.

Fandom is not a big deal. :I

[__molii ★]

sometimes i hate this thread.

[haley.]

I've been choking down abandonment, fear, betrayal, confusion, the whole shebang, for months, intentional or not.

I'm sure you can deal with a bit of it for a while, too.




You guys won't like me when I take my little mask off. Or, whatever mask I happen to wear for you.

[haley.]

I DON'T FUCKING CARE

I DON'T CARE IF YOU CRY, I DON'T CARE IF YOU HATE ME, I DON'T CARE IF YOU WHINE AND BITCH AND MOAN TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, TO ME, TO THE WORLD, I DON'T CARE IF I ACT IN A WAY YOU DON'T WANT ME TO, I DON'T CARE IF I'M HURTING YOU

YOU PUT ME THROUGH HELL AND DAMMIT, WHAT GOES AROUND FUCKING COMES AROUND



I KNOW it's mean.
But you always tell me to say what I feel anyway.

I KNOW I'll forgive you in, like, five seconds.
But it's 'How I feel.'

[✠Kim✝]

I didn't go to school this morning because I couldn't move, my head hurt, I couldn't bend my neck and my stomach hurt.
THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NOT GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP.
OK?
SHUT UP.
SHUT
THE HELL
UP
SOMETIMES PEOPLE FEEL SICK.
Why can't you understand that.
And yes I do stay of late. IS THAT A PROBLEM THAT I CANT SLEEP ANYMORE?
I HAVE INSOMNIA.

Why am I yelling at you?
BECAUSE YOU KEEP SAYING ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE FROM NOT GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP.
Thank you for making my day worse.

[dizz ✖]

^{i... don't even know what to feel at this point.
i am disappointed. i am hurt. i am confused.
i am overreacting.}

[/sup]

[habu]

I FUCKING HATE THIS. I HATE YOU. ALL OF YOU. SO VERY OFTEN.

^{I come here and I read this shit. I want to sympathize. More than that, though, I want to vent. And I don't. because if I really, honestly vent I am scared that I will lose it.}

YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME.

YOU CAN WHINE ABOUT YOUR STUPID TEENAGE PROBLEMS THAT, uh, GUESS FUCKING WHAT, EVERYBODY ELSE ON HERE HAS. THEY CAN FUCKING RELATE.

^{There is, as a matter of fact, something wrong with me. And nobody knows what it is. It's been going on for three years and, no, mom, I DON'T have hope it's going to get better. The doctors do not know shit.}

IT'S HELL.

^{It has to be.}

Haha, you all hate me. You promised that you wouldn't no matter what I said, but you lied. Everyone is a liar.

[haley.]

Do you know how to not

BE A BITCH

about everything?

[haley.]

i vent because i'm too scared to say any of this to your face

[__molii ★]

I DON'T FUCKING HATE YOU, OK? I WAS LYING. I DO STUPID THINGS WHEN I'M MAD.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I APPRECIATE ALL THE SHIT YOU DO FOR ME, I'LL STOP BEING STUBBORN AND SELFISH, I'LL STOP BREATHING JUST FOR YOU.

DO YOU KNOW HOW SORRY I AM? DO YOU? FUCK, MY HANDS ARE SHAKING AND I THINK I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO FAINT IF YOU DON'T TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW.

YOU'RE AWESOME WITH JADE, AREN'T YOU? SO WHY CAN'T I BE AWESOME WITH RISA? I MEAN, YOU'RE DOING THAT, AREN'T YOU? HURTING ME WHEN YOU'RE BEING AWESOME WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FUCK I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE. BELIEVE ME OR NOT, I WANNA DIE RIGHT NOW.

I'LL THINK ABOUT SUICIDE. YES, I AM A COWARD.

[habu]

NOBODY ON HERE BETTER FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES OR I WILL BRING THEM BACK TO LIFE THROUGH MY WICCAN SHIT AND SOCK THEM IN THE JAW HARD

^{And this book is fucking terrible. Like Splenda.}

LIBBA BRAY, I AM DISAPPOINT.

^{Also I am the most unoriginal person I know. WHY DO I NOT CARE?}

[haley.]

Oh, Godammit.
You're doing it again. I'm so tempted to do something to provoke you.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF? THAT YOU'RE DOING THE EXACT SAME THING DAD DOES.
I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO KEEP TRYING. I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO KEEP MAKING THE FIRST STEP OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT. YOU HAVE TO DO SHIT TOO, OKAY?
PRETTY WORDS DO NOT MAKE IT OK.

YOU HAVE
TO REALLY
TRY

x x x


AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAA

AND YOU CAN LIGHT MY BREATH ON FIRE
BECAUSE I'M SUCH A LOUSY LIAR